MOON TO BLOOD 

 

FORK IN THE FOLLY

EMPIRE

THE ZEZACHS

ARMAGEDDON

WHEELS

THINK

VALENTINE JUDAS

DESIGN

TRAUMA 

INVITTUOUS

GUILLOTINE

DICHOTOMOUS ME

GERM

POLLYANNA’S NIGHTMARE

SHADOWESQUE

NAKED SMELL OF LUST

BLEST OF THE BLOODLINE

MIRROR

WISH YOU WERE DEAD

MYSTERY BEING

 

 

FORK IN THE FOLLY

The living are ripe...

I swear they're all dying to feed off our knives 

The fog has arisen it's dark appetite

Defines all the evil in sweet paradise 

Capture the broken and eat them alive

Carry the wounded to burn at your side

Fork in the folly the belly's are swelling

Ship hit, falling fast, gasp, drag your ass

It's too late, over now, captain's down

The fallen have tripped on the tenets free will

Fear's in, devil's grin, illusion of sin

To do this, do that, do it all again...

So lick up your vomit you dogs on the lawn

Return all the acid that sucked out your song

Relive all the memories taken it's gone 

There's no better right than the merits of wrong

Family's and tragedy's balance the tide

Beauty is stricken disease of the mind

look out behind you we're all Frankenstein 

So lick up your vomit you dogs on the lawn

Return all the acid that sucked out your song

 

EMPIRE

Oh think, oh hide oh speak of your dirty game

Come drink the smoke the pills, a thrill always

In tune, incognito, solitary plan

Hazy, crazy man...

Building an empire where no empire dare exist 

Everything I have lived against is before me in this tainted immanence 

Oh think, oh hide oh speak of your dirty game

Come drink the smoke the pills, a thrill always

In tune, incognito, solitary plan

Hazy, crazy man... well... back again

Stop it all and seize your day 

You've got no feeling, no kind of pain

But sickness is your whore...it is your whore.. 

You're still counting numbers on the killing floor

You've got no feeling, no kind of pain anymore

Locked in a world where you are adored

Still can't help the way that you are 

Oh think, oh hide oh speak of your dirty game

Come drink the smoke the pills anyway... fill your brain

Building an empire where no empire dare exist 

Everything I have lived against is before me in this tainted immanence 

I lost sense of sense

People that hate have never been

The clicks of the clicks, the spiral fall

Beyond it all...

And yet I give my lifeblood for everything it is

You know I give my lifeblood 

Away we go into the bliss

 

THE ZEZACHS

 

This left brain prison's held me dear

this pleasure is it Karma's spear?

I think therefore I am here

But our hands are never on the gears… oh no

I can't believe it's happening 

Clear the holographic suffering

The dream… the great awakening

Outside the sphere is calling me

The Zezachs are coming its time they arrived

Subverting the impulse to stay the blind eyes

They hold to a map of celestial skies

Inviting our souls to wake up and rise

Frustrating annihilating simulating 

Caught in a cluster of devastating

 

ARMAGEDDON

There's a man in Europe

They say it might be him

Can you feel it?

Someone holds the title man

Antichrist beast of man

It's crazy! It's stupid!

Why can't you see through it?!

It's fables! It's fiction!

My god it's addiction!

The story is written

On temples within us!

It's you! It's me! Coveting the energy!!

And he declares himself God

As our free will illusion does

And the devil we deceive the world

Everyone falls prey to her

Okay, so let's get this straight...

The human race will leave their beliefs eternally damned for a single man... stamp a mark onto the hand to eat the meat until the end??!!!

It's crazy! It's stupid!

Why can't you see through it?!

It's fables and fiction!

My god it's addiction!

The story is written

On temples within us!

It's you! It's me! Coveting the energy!!

There is a war battle of Armageddon

In the valley of Megiddo 

In the heart of man he lives indeed

There is no choice that can be free

There's a man in Europe

They say it might be him

Can you feel it?

Someone holds the title

Antichrist beast of man

It's crazy! It's stupid!

Why can't you see through it?!

Okay, so let's get this straight...

The human race will leave their beliefs eternally damned for a single man... stamp a mark onto the hand to eat the meat until the end??!!!

Well I think it's all out there my friend

Yeah the battle of Armageddon Megiddo will never end

I am always on to people for not caring. Why? I don't care...

This calls for wisdom...

My God this calls for wisdom... 

WHEELS

Cut the cord, clear the fields

All the eyes are in the wheels

As one we roll, as one we feel

As one our fate is ever sealed 

In the midst the four appearing as one man

Faces of us, a lion, eagle, and ox is the Cherub

Each having four wings all joined together

Moving swiftly around this theatre 

And burning coals of fire we're electric, we're alive!!

From the bright the lightning cried as bullets through the sky

And the appearance of the man is the appearance of the rainbow

Colors bleed together in the evanescent vertigo

A rainy day, the colors play

The radiance is reigning down

The glory of it is all around

See the beauty in the clouds

The rainy day the colors play

The radiance is reigning down

The glory of it is all around

It's silly all around... a silly all around

And the appearance of the man 

Is the appearance of the rainbow 

Cut the cord, clear the fields

All the eyes are in the wheels

The dead are all coming back to life

Reconciled to this light

Straight ahead! Stay the course! The creed is lifted off the door!

In the midst the four appearing as one man

Faces of us, a lion, eagle, and ox it's the Cherubim

Moving swiftly... straight ahead are moving once again... we're all moving once again

Cut the cord, clear the fields

All the eyes are in the wheels

As one we walk, as one we feel

As one our fate is ever sealed

 

THINK

Verse 1

As a man thinks so he shall be, think about hate and you will be

Everything you say you can believe, listen to the devil in a bad seed..

Do you spend your time on the dark vine in a grapevine up in the circles?

Do you go around up and down now, can you tell me where you will be?

Where will you be, where will you be there for... be there for me?

As a man thinks so he shall be, think about hate and you will be

Everything you say you can believe, listen to the devil in a bad seed..

Do you spend your time on the grapevine out beyond the circles and go around now up and down now, can you tell me where you will be?

Where will you be, where will you be there for me?

Will you let your burdens go

Spent out lives in overload

Waiting till your head explodes

For whom does the bell toll

As a man thinks so he is

You will think about, it's a quiz

Everything you say you can believe, 

Welcome to the city of make believe

Will you let your burdens go now?

Spent our lives in overload

Waiting till your head explodes

For whom doth the bell toll?!

Fairytales and wishing wells

Everything is always well

Goblins and porcupines

Prickly bears and funny things you will find now... well they all shine now... well they all shine

 

VALENTINE JUDAS

Just FYI... there's a puzzle here

The best of our lives have been together dear

We've experienced the seeker's envy

Playing with powers we can't fancy

Just FYI... there's a matrix here

We've derived power, knowledge, and endless inspiration tears

In spite of all our differences

This pilot is the both of us

You are my reality

I can't imagine this without you're being

Lest our silver cord be severed we can never forget these truths... 

happy Valentine's Judas

I hate the darkened day I met you

There's a comfort here

We've had more fun, you and me so rare

conversation, in mundane and crazy alike

Insurmountable impossibilities conquered on site

 

DESIGN

I love who I love. I hate who I hate.

I do what I must. I am all the above.

I hurt when it’s time. I laugh and I cry.

I could not tell you why I am what I am on the inside

I am drunk when I have to be

Cruel to the family 

A fool by the standards creed

I am everything we need

I may stay off the radar

While indulging all my fancies

I may get bad when I am good or good when I'm gluttony 

There is no guarantee that tomorrow is happening 

No reason for the guilt. No reason to hide.

No reason to worry. I is all in the I.

I may lose when I try. I may win without fight

I believe and I lie. As I must I will die.

Love em all. In no one confide.

But you will as you must find.

It's all in the design

Everything always falls in line

There is no law there is no sin

There is no regret on the firing pin

 

TRAUMA

(Chorus)

Building now a devil's hell

It's sucking out the life

The little voices in my mind

Relinquish all the rights

Started with a big thing in a little bitty person

Too much destroyed and I pushed it way down further

Can't recognize existence I need a new name

I'm bored again, I ride this train every single day

I'm climbing out this demented maze

I'm climbing out... you don't see me anyway!

Built when I was younger and it festered at my prime 

you took from me my childhood 

I felt the hole in time 

How I didn't see this thing I just repressed it all

Fruits from my experience were bruised before the fall

I'm climbing out of this maze, after all, you can't see my face anyway...

It's in the hall

I have appreciated much

Factories in ideologies

Not sure how fun, boring I am, used to be... 

Ironically insanely busy

Simple nearly impossible to entertain, impress, and wow me

The black day has dug deep

Come on and let it feed me

 

​INVITTUOUS

Invittuous is playing in virtuality 

Your bed is soft and cozy and your words are bittersweet

Virtual reality has fallen at your feet...

Intercourse vicariously 

I did it all, broke every Law

I had to tear down all the walls

Then I found they weren't there at all

Life is illusion that is, that is not 

Until it comes to shield the fall

I'll wait for Willoughby to call...

Ones, zeros, encrypted shrine

It is the Labyrinth's mealtime 

Just a pig on the butcher's knife 

Bits and little bytes and it's showtime tonight and the screen comes alive

Nothing said or done but what my Father tells me say or do... 

Mercy defies the law of karma... 

As sovereignty is fully true

No worry, shadows over you 

Worry is dead in the arms of the sovereign truth

If I wanted to do such and such I would call down a myriad of angels and it will be... 

I and the father are one... the puppet masters pulling strings... pulling me...

 

GUILLOTINE

Where you gonna go now?  

Will you let your head roll?  

Tribulation came home

Predetermined death bell

Where you gonna go now?  

Will you let your head roll?

Everybody's gonna be hanging on the rope

And why is no one listening amongst the blessed finger pointing?

The cause of all the worrying is our beloved scrutiny

Who is shunned and who can play?

Rules in the morning, evening, and holidays

It is a do’s and don’ts that won’t go away

A cancer on a killing spree

It is a sad day of heavy loads

Either God is sovereign or God is simply a joke

There is no peace in suffering. 

Day and night the torment screams... The rules

No end to this hypocrisy in all this shifting sand

The womb is never full in all the cycles of the dead

No more prize for victory. 

It birthed the hate inside of me.

No more cheers at their defeat. 

No more joy to watch them scream.

 

DICHOTOMOUS ME

The hail is still hitting it beats on me

In spite of all I see it beats down on me

The blue, steel rain... endless I feel

The blue, steel rain... spinning of the wheel

The blue, steel rain... the cycles of the wheel

Tormented day and night through worry's son

fear is ripe and pain is a thief 

The dead are calling me, the gnashing of teeth

We're waiting in blood for the feast

I cannot forgive what I cannot release

Torment's epitome is worry's intrusion

All the laws of illusion disturbing delusions 

The weight of it all caused me to crumble

I thought it was me, the master of power but

The blue, steel rain... endless I feel

The blue, steel rain... spins the cycle of the wheel... Dichotomous Me

Dichotomous me... I'm more in the one

Tormented day and night through worry's son

fear is ripe and pain is a thief 

The dead are calling me, the gnashing of teeth

We're waiting in blood for the feast

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GERM

​​

Paramour Mistress found me wanting

Cupid is frightening hit like lightning

Paramour Mistress black dress candy

Can't miss her she's dancing

In the middle of the garden Goddess tree

She's everything I have to see

We are the devil's fantasy

I was paired and I wrestled with a beautiful woman

Out of my league as a penthouse model 

Shapeshifter appearance but always to please me

Another was there but she couldn't see me

Naked in the breeze we ran through the trees

Fruit tasted so sweet

Tenaciously she left friends and family 

to be with only me.. my passion's first love plea

mostly is conditional everything is temporal

You can't keep its laws love is lost 

Love is a fraud it's false hope a lie's role

it's based on stability, appearance & lost hope

Love isn't love is a wrong term

Recall, rename, it's a wrong turn

Love isn't love is a bad germ

It's a uni bi contract poised to burn

We're infatuated saturated degraded drowned

Inebriated contemplative thought we found always let down 

unconditional agape is a lobby of lies untold

conditional at best no rest it's a real bad fall

Love is a fraud it's false hope a lie's role

it's based on stability, appearance & lost souls

Love isn't love is a wrong turn don't you know?

 

POLLYANNA'S NIGHTMARE

I've been here, stand clear 

Pollyanna's nightmare

Weed sower backstabber  

Could you see the future?

At the core, on the floor

We're the Babylon's whore

Weak a masters of evil but...

This illusion we're losing when 

Piercing the sky there's a portal inside 

Ezekiel's vision's alive. The eyes are in flight 

A perfect calm in the Storm's wrath

The eye of the wind's spin sociopath 

Shatter the rule's list insensitive guilt trips 

There's a few that will find this

A perfect calm in the Storm's wrath

The eye of the wind's spin sociopath

SHADOWESQUE

I'm a private person don't see me now 

When I need to be seen you'll see me all around 

I'll be the spotlight of parties if that's what the need's be

But I'll always cling to the shadows that made me

I'm a private reality that's what they tell me 

But I can't be free if no one will hold me

I'll be the spotlight of parties if that's what the need's be

But I'll always cling to the shadows that shade me

Fire in the weeds, chaff and the wheat

All is connected the shade and the tree

It burns through our veins until everyone sees 

The private is universal laity's god link 

THE NAKED SMELL OF LUST

Raindrops and teardrops

The water runs deep

Headlocks and time clocks  

Can't stop the leak

Take me to the circus

Circus of the rabid, the trees of locust

The fire's that break us

The naked smell of lust... it must be us

Clear the vanguard light the bongs

Get it all on in song

Rip the hope chest to no rest 

Everything in anything is all gone

BLEST OF THE BLOODLINE

Blest of the bloodline is limited to closed minds

All of us the whole... sad day to trade the soul

Animate inanimate one in the root

The rainbow is all shades the pot of gold is you

It's a sad day to do away with nearly all our crew

Blest of the bloodline limited to closed minds

All of us the whole... sad day to trade all of us for the grave 

hey the family is crying... No!!

Sit a spell drink the spirit's till, 

the blood, the sap, the water well

The bloodline is screaming! 

It is the only close as the distant all dis intriguing

The bloodline isn't limited to your scene

Blest of the bloodline is limited to closed minds

All of us the whole... sad day to trade the soul

Animate inanimate one in the root...

The golden child goes away!!

Blest of the bloodline limited to closed minds

All of us the whole it's a sad day to trade the soul

Family is everything.. the golden child's veins

Running through.. this isn't your scene

It's the blest of the bloodlines!

Golden child is left behind

Sad day to trade the soul

The family's running through all of our veins

 

MIRROR

 

The accuser is in the mirror. It is what we do so well. 

As we do anything unto the least, the most, the crowd

And we all burn in hell… take a good look around

For now we see through the dark glass darkly

Mirror, mirror you've been looking right back at us all

Mirror your godhead is lifting the veil

The foresight of ancients is wagging its tail

The treasure of Egypt is blowing its sails

Mirror, mirror, you’ve been looking right back at us all

 

WISH YOU WERE DEAD

 

I hate you, disregard you. 

I won't lay down and love you. 

I will eat you alive and after death for desert. 

I will be your vicious, vile, enemy till the end of time has returned...

Because I have to I want to I need to hate 

It's true I can't stand you deny you I do regret

In the circus of death cigarettes on my breath

As I lie on my bed I just wish you were dead

Regret

I hate you is me too

I won't grow old without you

I've seen through your forest of lies and deceit

I stand here naked, unthoughtful, but soon I'll be free from regret

But it is only a dream of the dead that are breathing yet…

Only a dream of the dead

The shape shifting creeping through all things

We are not individual entities but one collective being 

Out of which all consciousness is and will always flow freely

 

MYSTERY BEING

 

The great whore is here where Satan's seat is

Habitation of Devils where antichrist lives

The beast dwells here in the temple of God 

Showing himself, exalting himself above all 

Deceitful above all things, desperately wicked

Freewill illusion, the heart is so crooked 

The king's heart is turned whithersoever directed

And yet the axe will boast against he who swings it

Not in temples made of hands the kingdom is within

Cursed we are that trust in man

We claim this throne our beloved freewill 

Is this not Mystery Babylon that I have built?

By the might of my power for the honor of my majesty

Did I not build this mystery's history right in the midst of me?!

Nebuchadnezzar is thrown from his tower

His kingdom's departed the beast is upon us

Latest News

Tales, Rants, & Drivel is now available... with Feral Vermin and Atomic Being. Invidious Skies includes Labyrinth of Dante, Succubus Reverie, and Losing My Mind. See "Steven Eddie" on CDbaby, iTunes, and many other digital venues.

Current Projects

"Prisoners of the Planet Hell" is coming 2018

Funhouse Rants

If you can't clear your head or step into a lighted spot then douse in the lull of low, deep as you can go... tis only hell you know

Time

As the ball drops does it make contact... if space is forever divided? As time appears relevant to where it is within itself it is always everywhere and yet it may not even exist.

Qlippoth

The Qliphoth, Qelippot or Klippot - (Heb.) literally peels, shells or husks, from singular: qliphah 'husk' [The Kabbalah or, The Religious Philosophy of the Hebrews Adolphe Franck translated by I. Sossnitz (1926): Relation of The Kabbalah to Christianity page 279] According to Israel Regardie, the qlipothic tree consists of 10 spheres in opposition to the sephiroth on the Tree of Life. These are also referred to as the "evil twins" and the "Evil Demons of Matter and the Shells of the Dead." According to me, whatever value that carries... The Qlippoth is hell. It is the dead. We all live here.

Interconnectedness

  • "Every cubic centimeter of empty space contains more energy than the total energy of all the matter in the known universe!"
  • "...Matter does not exist independently from the sea, from so-called empty space. It is a part of space."
"Bohm believes that our almost universal tendency to fragment the world and ignore the dynamic interconnectedness of all things is responsible for many of our problems, not only in science but in our lives and our society as well... In a sense, the observer is the observed. The observer is also the measuring device, the experimental results, the laboratory, and the breeze that blows outside the laboratory..." (The Holographic Universe, Michael Talbot, p 49-51)

Noteworthy Quotes

"You're like an organized train wreck with cruise control" - Mark Tyson

 
"We are the universe contemplating itself" - Carl Sagan
 
 
“I’d rather be dead than cool.” - Kurt Cobain 
 
“Society has traditionally always tried to find scapegoats for its problems. Well here I am.” - Marilyn Manson
 
"They’d say, 'if ya play the record backwards, you can hear evil tings like grrrr!' and I would think, 'Jeez, I didn’t know the devil sounded like that. I thought he was coherent, like the rest of us.'" - Brian Johnson